sometimes i just think that i'm trying too hard.
but afterall, this should be the way you'd be happy with.


finally i found my time on my own. today's reallyyyyyyyy packed la. in the morning, had religious class, all the way till dunno what time. and so i had to leave earlier to prepare for organ. then late already, supposed to meet saraniah at 1230. both were late. got some "vest" after like, 2 minutes in the shop. rushed to class, to note that ms sara wasnt there yet. and yeah, we were on time(: then had class for 2 hours. after class, went westmall to search for black skirt for the performance and full-dress rehearsal next week. my top's all ready. now i'm in search for the black skirt. and i really think im gonna buy the one she has, if let's say none of my friends has a black skirt suitable for performance, and the whole theme and everything. nothing quite caught my eye. so we left for lot 1. and oh man. there was nothing there. i wonder why people even go there :/ so yeah. left for home straight after that.
and my legs are tired of walking all around shopping malls. saturday was already bad enough. straight after 2 hours of organ, went to meet siblings at jurong point to find my "vest". they came late. and i had to walk around the building for like akazillion times. and walked even more when they reached. tiredtiredtired.
was craving for curry puff from old chunky the whole time we were at westmall. cause i didnt take lunch, and the curry puffs from the old chunky stall outside mcdonald's totally made me feel like eating them. tsk!

and like, i TOTALLY got myself addicted to Matchbook Romance's songs. like, WOAH. the songs make me feel alive. i know it doesnt make sense. but yeah. the song "Promise" is coming alive again. i cant pass a day without listening to it. i dont know why. but it really makes my day good. well, at least, within those few minutes.

this song's stuck in my head.
You Are Not Alone- Michael Jackson
Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

You are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
You are not alone

All alone
Why, oh

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Then something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
And you are not alone

Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there

You are not alone
I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
You are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone